tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-84097553012874643692024-02-20T20:47:45.120-08:00Back-Pack Diaries ♥My Journey to do a greater mission. yanskilovehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18012713700390321356noreply@blogger.comBlogger18125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8409755301287464369.post-28792233196859616012017-06-06T23:17:00.002-07:002017-06-06T23:34:40.995-07:00I K A T L O <div style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
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Ito ay para sa
ikatlo.
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Ikatlong beses na
pagdaan sa ala-alang nakalimutan ko na.</div>
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Sa mga damdamin at
sakit na naibaon sa gitna ng mga kahapon.</div>
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Sa likod ng
masasayang bahagharing pinagtagpi-tagpi ng bawat ngiti.</div>
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Sa likod ng bawat
pag-asang bumuhay sa araw araw na pangungulila.</div>
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Babalik pa kaya?
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Ito ay para sa
ikatlo.</div>
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Para sa paulit-ulit
kong pagbitaw.</div>
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Para sa paulit-ulit
kong pagkapit.</div>
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Para sa paulit-ulit
kong pag-iisip.</div>
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Para sa paulit-ulit
kong pagtatago.</div>
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Ito ay ang ikatlo.</div>
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Ang ikatlong taon na
okay na.</div>
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Ikatlong taong wala
na talaga.</div>
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Ikatlong beses kong
sasabihing tama na.</div>
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Dahil sa pangatlo,
ako'y napagod na.</div>
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Kaya paalam, marahil
ito na nga ang dulo.</div>
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At wawakasan na ang
mga tadhanang kailanma'y di naman nagtagpo.</div>
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Mga ala-alang di na
rin naman na nadugtungan.</div>
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Mga pagkakataong
ginusto ko pa rin maghintay pero ayoko na.</div>
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Marahil sa ikatlo na
nga ang wakas.
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Marahil ito na nga
ang binulong ng madamot na kapalaran.</div>
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Marahil ito ang
dulong di na magkakaroon pa ng saysay.</div>
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Marahil wala na
ngang sagot sa mga tanong na naiwan.</div>
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Naubos ang lakas
para lumaban.</div>
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Maraming sinayang na
oras at luha.</div>
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Kumapit sa mga dasal
na pinanghawakan sa matagal na panahon.</div>
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Pero baka nga sa
dulo ng ikatlo ok na to.</div>
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Bibili muli ako ng
mga pagkakataon.</div>
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Makikipaglaban kay
tadhana na para lang umayon.</div>
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Makikipagtawaran
hanggang sa mapagbigyan.</div>
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Hanggang sa mabawi
kita sa abot ng aking makakaya.</div>
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Pero kung ang dulo
na sadyang mapait
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At ang kapit ay
hindi na mahigpit.</div>
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At hinding-hindi na
magbibigay palugit.</div>
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Aasa pa rin ako sa
mga matyatyagang mga dasal.,</div>
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Na patuloy
panghahawakan hanggang sa dulo ng ikatlo.</div>
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Kaya pa ba? </div>
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Tama na.</div>
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Bitaw na.</div>
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Okay na.<br />
Napatawad na kita.</div>
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yanskilovehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18012713700390321356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8409755301287464369.post-70879357967621693752016-01-11T21:11:00.002-08:002016-01-11T21:11:48.233-08:00E DI KA GRADUATE... (CAPSLOCK PARA INTENSE)<blockquote class="tr_bq">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: x-large;"><b><i>E hindi ka graduate.</i></b></span></blockquote>
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Ang sakit no? asing sakit pa sa pagiging heartbroken at eto na rin siguro ang dahilan ng pagiging bitter ko o ako lang ba talaga ang mahilig manliit sa sarili ko? Ito na yata ang pinakamasakit na statement na narining ko araw-araw sa utak ko. Yung feeling na dinudurog at patuloy kang dinidisappoint. <i>Masakit dahil sa hindi ko ma-meet yung standards na binibigay ang mundo.</i> Hindi ako fit-in. Sad story. Period.<br />
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Hindi ko alam kung ako lang ba talaga ang may ganitong sentimyento o madrama lang ba talaga ako? I'm out of school for almost 7 years. Yes, at sa loob ng maraming taon na yon, paulit-ulit rin akong natotorete sa thought na may opportunity na silang idiscriminate ako. Para silang mga villains sa buhay ko na walang ibang ginagawa kundi ang sabihin o kaya ipamukha sa'yo na di ka bagay dito. Wala kang anumang lisensyang katunayang kaya mong makipagsabayan sa'min.<br />
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Minsan, este napakadalas kong hobby na ang mag-self pity. Kung sa bagay, kung i-cocompare ko ang sarili ko versus sa sentiments ng ibang kakilala ko, aba'y nasa normal pa naman ata ako.<br />
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Sobrang mahal ko si mommy. Pero sa tuwing sasabihin nyang "Si Bea ay gagraduate na.." nagpapalpitate ako bigla. Hindi naman sa hindi proud yung nanay ko sa kin pero deep inside ko, naiinggit ako. Super! Hahahaha. Pero, I'm a super proud ate. Baka ako yung humagulgol sa graduation ng kapatid ko dahil assuming ako na graduation rites ko yun. Hahahaha! I will always be grateful of having sponsors na sila Tita Lanie at Tito Jun Velasco para maipagpatuloy ng kapatid ko ang naudlot kong pangarap.<br />
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May mga pagkakataon pang feeling mo na wala ka na ngang College Diploma, ipaparamdam pa sa'yo ng mga relatives mo yung katotohanang hanggang dyan ka na lang ba talaga. There was a time na sinabi ng isang Tito ko, "Mag-asawa ka na lang ng mayaman baka sakaling may mapuntahan yang kinabukasan mo." and another Tito was like "Wala ka na namang trabaho? Di ka kase mapirme sa trabahong meron ka.." Sige at some part di naman totally masama loob ko sa kanila. Ang sa akin lang maging sensitive po kayo. Sensitive po ako di lang halata. Makakareceive ka nga ng tulong pero siguro yung tira-tirang tulong o sapilitang tulong. Dahil di ka graduate, di ka pwedeng magmayabang sa harap nila. Pektus ang katapat mo. Lalo na sa mga taong tinitingnan mo ng mataas sa bandang dulo sila pa tong magbababa sa'yo. Kesyo mas matanda sila o sadyang sasabihin ng kilos nilang, wala kang alam.<br />
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Sa dinami-dami ng natulungan ng mga magulang ko dahil sa sobrang kabaitan nila, natuto lang talaga akong, wag ng umasang maibabalik yung kabaitan na yun. Siguro sa ibang paraang di ko lang talaga maapreciate. Di bale na, ang mahalaga wala tayong utang na loob sa kanila. Pinalaki ka ng magulang mo ng maayos di naman nila sinabing kapag nawala kami, sila magpapatuloy ng pag-aaral mo. Walang kontrata.<br />
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Madaming beses ng alam ko sa sarili ko ang mga kaya kong gawin pero bakit habang tumatanda at mas nakikita ko ang mga nakababatang mga henerasyon na mas mataas pa ang nararating kaysa sa kin, di ko maiwasang manghinayang. Parang may kulang. Di ko makuha ang posisyon o trabahong gustong-gusto ko dahil sa isang malaking sign board. DI KA GRADUATE.<br />
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Ang masakit doon, pag minsan gusto mo yungtrabaho at meron ka ng lahat-lahat ng skill o kaya mo namang pag-aralan lhat ng kaya nilang gawin, makakarinig ka ng "Ano ngang tinapos mo? o anong course mo?" Dahil nag di ka ka-uri nila, libe na silang ijudge ka base sa kung alam nila sa'yo.<br />
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Sa lahat ng katulad kong undergrad o di man lang nakatungtong ng college. Ramdam na ramdam ko kayo. Ramdam na ramdam natin ang takbo ng sistema na meron tayo. Siguro nga di lang talaga ako kasama sa samahan ng mga taong madiskarte. Magkakaroon din tayo ng puwang sa mundong kailanman di natin ginustong di makatapos.yanskilovehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18012713700390321356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8409755301287464369.post-78363003822287224792015-12-07T01:31:00.001-08:002015-12-07T01:31:46.284-08:00Di ko alam.Maybe you will get a chance to read this, maybe no. Maybe at that time, I say I'll go. <div>
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Ang daming kwento sa loob ng utak ko ngayon. Mga pawang eksena sa nanlalamig na pusong nilisan. Di ko rin alam bat sa kabila ng pagtitiwala ko sa sarili kong kaya ko na, bumabalik sa idea na, Mahal ko pa sya. Nagpapalpitate na naman ako. Di makahinga noong makita ka kahapon sa gathering ng CFC. Aynako. Walang pupuntahan ang pagsusulat kong ito kundi ang isang thought na, bat nga ba ako yung naiwan? Bakit di kita pinahalagahan? Bakit ka napagod? Bakit gustong magwala ng puso at utak ko sa tuwing makikita ka? Bakit parang gusto kong muli kang magkwento ng lahat ng nagyari sayo buong araw? Bakit gusto kong marinig na gusto mong magpamasahe? Bkit gusto kong makita yung tayo? Bakit ikaw na naman? Bakit ikaw pa rin? Di ba talaga kita pinahalagahan? Saang parte ako nagkulang? Bakit patuloy akong nangangapa sa ideang akin ka? Bakit ayaw ko tumigil? </div>
yanskilovehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18012713700390321356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8409755301287464369.post-52225020760759635262015-12-03T23:14:00.003-08:002015-12-03T23:30:28.774-08:00Nerve-wracking.Yes, I know I type it right. Nerve-wracking. Roar!<br />
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Yung feeling na parang sasabog ka sa sobrang kaba at di mo ma-explain yung nararamdaman mo dahil after 7 long long years, mag-tatake ka ulit ng College Entrance Exam. Yes, Oo. Magtatake ako. Di pa ako nakakapagreview ng sobrang matino at maayos. Stock knowledge lang ang bitbit ko. So ano? Ready pa ba ako para dito?<br />
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<i>Whatever it is, Yes. Ready ako.</i> Naiiyak pa nga ako e. Napapakanta ng Have Your way ng Liveloud.<br />
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"So if I fail to bring you praise for love You sent to take my place,<br />
I realize that i could never give enough.<br />
So with a cry from this heart of mine,<br />
I lay it all, I lay this life<br />
Ang I pray Lord, That its Your will not mine"<br />
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Tomorrow will be my exam day. Will have some time alone. Mag-ttren tayo para masaya at maiba. Traveling alone in the midst of the expectant people around me. Traveling inspite of all the baggages and worries I have inside. Traveling and taking opportunities despite of the unknown. E pinagkalat ko ng mag-e-exam ako e. (Just wanting to have collective prayers as well. HAHAHAHAHA!) Yung pagkkwentong may halong excitement at conviction na ngayon pa lang e kine-claim ko ng papasa ako! Aabot ako sa quota. <b><i>Magiging Architect ako in His super perfected time.</i></b><br />
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I maybe wandering all along sa kabila ng takot at pangamba ng di pagpasa sa unang hakbang ng panibagong desisyong gustong-gusto kong simulan noon pa. I maybe one of those people who wanted to pursue their studies again and again. I am one of those who still wanted to have their diplomas in their hand and waving it in flying colors. I may be sound pathetic as it is, pero, yun talaga ang matagal ko ng goal. 7 years passed, at yun pa rin.<br />
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Nakakatakot, Oo. di naman mawawala yun e. Pero yung paulit-ulit na pinipilit mo pa ring gawin yung gusto ng mundo upang maging fit ka lang sa lahat ng standards nila. Yung paulit-ulit mong haharapin yung opportunity na mag-aral ulit kahit medyo tumatanda ka na. Pasensya na kung pinipilit ko pa rin ang sarili ko sa isang propesyong kaya ko ba talaga? Nakakatakot. Nakakakaba na baka sa unang hakbang pa lang, sablay na agad ako. Baka kung saan lang mapunta ng pagyayabang ko na kaya ko nga ba lahat ng ito? Pero kung di mismo manggagaling sa akin ang confidence para sabihing kaya ko to, kanino pewedeng manggaling?<br />
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Ayokong biguin muli ang mga taong patuloy na naniniwala sa thought na pag-asa pa ko. Na kaya ko to! Sisiw, Keribels! Ayokong paulit-ulit paasahin sila lalo na ang sarili ko. Nakakatakot. Nakakakaba. Pero kinakaya.<br />
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<b><i>Lord, here am I again. Praying for this a long long time ago. May You able to grace me with the knowledge and wisdom as I take another leap of faith for my future.</i></b> May You able to give me the right answers para masagot lahat ng questions. Alam mo naman pong di ako masyadong nakapagprepare ng sobra pero prepared po yung heart ko to give it a try. Lord, kine-claim ko na po agad yung biyayang parating lalo na po para sa exam kong ito. Lord. You know what my heart really desires. You know and I super know that your plans are great, majestic and powerful. Palitan mo po lahat ng takot at kaba na bumabalot sa heart ko.<br />
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Indeed Lord. You wanted me to just hold on to Your greater promise ahead. Because, the best is yet to come! Let's get it on!<br />
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#PUPEntranceExam2016<br />
#ArchitectInTheMaking<br />
#TiwalaLang<br />
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<br />yanskilovehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18012713700390321356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8409755301287464369.post-58271672841217726092015-11-04T22:41:00.000-08:002015-11-04T22:41:47.073-08:00You are but a random now.Out of all the imagery and thoughts, you are now part of that random.<br />
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You are just part of the big maybes. You are that part which I learn to let go. Parte ng parte na lang. I know na di ako magaling sa memorization game. I was not my forte. Pero sa dami ng bagay na masayang kalimutan at masayang balik-balikan, bakit nadun ka sa balik-balikan?<br />
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You are that part that says goodbye. You are the innermost wanted thought I've ever been. You are the secret that I don't ever want to expose. Ikaw na naging dahilang ngumiti sa panahong di ko na alam paano ngumiti.<br />
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You are that part that always and chooses to stay. You are that memory which gives a print. You are that sweet song that chooses to harmonize as it fades. Ikaw na sadyang di nawawala sa bawat araw. Ikaw na against the feeling na pilit kong pinapasok sa isip ko. Yes, it never leaves. Or maybe I don't want either.yanskilovehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18012713700390321356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8409755301287464369.post-51122488076214011472015-10-22T19:09:00.000-07:002015-10-22T19:09:32.289-07:00Ugong<blockquote class="tr_bq">
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span class="ann-annotated" data-id="13516">"Sa hindi inaaasahang</span></span></blockquote>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span class="ann-annotated" data-id="9575">Pagtatagpo ng mga mundo</span></span></blockquote>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span class="ann-annotated" data-id="9576">May minsan lang na nagdugtong</span>, </span></blockquote>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span class="ann-annotated" data-id="19835">Damang dama na ang ugong nito</span>."</span></blockquote>
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<b><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"> --Tadhana (Up Dharma Down)</span></b></blockquote>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Sa pagkakataong ito, tapos na tayo.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Sa pagkakataong ito, magkaiba na ang ating mundo.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Sa pagkakataong ito, di na ako ang kausap mo</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Para malaman bawat sabik sa boses mong sadyang kay tamis.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Ibang mundong parang magkalapit,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Magkaibang mundong may dimensyong malupit.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Di ba sa bandang iyon ikaw ay nakatago na,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Di ba sa bandang iyon, ika'y tuluyan naglaho na.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Ikaw ay parte ng kahapong kahit kaila'y di maibaon.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Parte ng bawat sistemang pilit naglalayo.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Parte ng ala-alang puro masasaya,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Sadyang di na tayo makakabalik sa dako roon.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Isang iglap sa bawat araw ako ay natutuliro,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Parang may hanging humahalik at ako'y napapaamo.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Di man wari na ika'y maisip muli,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Pero bakit, bakit at bakit ang tanong na walang tigil.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Ito na muli ang panibagong simula,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Ng mga bagong tadhanang masarap balik-balikan.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Muling gagawa ng mga bagay para sumaya,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Na kahit wala na, tutuloy pa rin ang buhay. </span><br />
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Bakit nga ba hindi ako ng<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">-Engineer
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mong competitive na sa corporate world. Sa mga naging collegues ko na kahit di
naman top sa class, may magandang work. Up to now feeling zombie pa rin ako realizing
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magagawa ng iba basta-basta, pero I choose to be lenient and choose the middle
road na kung saan yung mga pumapasok, hindi na nakakabalik at super
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I’m an average person. Hindi mataas
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sweetest grades na ikakaproud ng parents ko. Pero, anong nangyari? Parang nagging
failure lang lahat ng nagging decision ko o sadyang din a ko nakausad sa past
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to be continued.. </div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span>I learned that<span style="color: black;"> </span><b style="color: black;"><i>life like Math, should always be
in its simplest form</i></b>. Things that are complicated are harder to solve.
Life is beautiful. Learn to enjoy it to the fullest. I learned that nothing
beats the simplicity of life in its fullest and most endearing scene eyes can’t
record. Walkathon, No gadgets, just you
and God. </span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-size: small;">I learned that Family <b><i>is still the best support group</i></b>
a person can have. The best gift that the Father gave us. I may not be the
sweetest daughter a mother and a father can have, not the super coolest ate in
the whole wide world but definitely I am a one of a kind princess born in a
almost perfect family blessed by Father God.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-indent: -0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: small;">I learned that nothing beats <b><i>the
beauty of nature in its most glorious way created by the Father</i></b>. It is
a gift that we should always appreciate. How I am blessed with the capacity to
appreciate the beauty of everything that surrounds us that may affect any split
of a second momentum. Beaches, The stars, trails and even one person’s beauty.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-indent: -0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"> I learned that saying <b><i>“Thank you” is the best form of
appreciation and affirmation</i></b>. Not everyone can be thankful of what they
have. Not every people you meet is kind and can understand the things that you
are going through. Not all people are happy and not all people are positive.
But these 2 powerful words can make any person’s identity. Because in every
person’s journey, Thank you is such a great help.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-indent: -0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span>I learned <b><i>that people has always the habit of passing
by in our lives.</i></b> They don’t intend to leave; they don’t even intend to
hurt us. It is just part of His ultimate plan to train us in the so-called
life. But I believe that forever exist to those who believe in it. We may not
push them to stay but definitely we can give them thousands even million of
reasons to stay. Holding on and acceptance go hand by hand.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></div>
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-indent: -0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span>I learned that <b><i>being selfish is not bad at all</i></b>.
Especially when its time to give back to yourself because even you deserves all
the best things in the world but with a big warning not to take people for
granted for best things are not the best when not shared.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></div>
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-indent: -0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span>I learned that <b><i>Sleeping, Traveling, Eating,
Watching TV and Writing stuffs is the best way to relax and find time to
reconnect yourself back to its normal mode</i></b> because as we grow up, we
sometimes lessen the time doing these things. </span></div>
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-indent: -0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></div>
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-indent: -0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span>I learned that <b><i>don’t’ ever let your passion wear
out</i></b> by things that usually change, the things that usually hurts us and
the things that usually frustrate us. Remember that it will still always your
choice to make things possible. Just pray harder. </span></div>
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-indent: -0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-indent: -0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span>I learned that I may not be a graduate student
but my parents are definitely proud of me. I believe that like graduate
students, <b><i>I am competitive enough to face every challenge life has to offer</i></b>.
I am blessed with the knowledge and wisdom to help me go through life.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-indent: -0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span>I learned to believe <b><i>that Father God always gives
rewards to those who choose to love</i></b> without anything in return. </span></div>
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-indent: -0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-indent: -0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span>I believe <b><i>that loving yourself first before loving
others</i></b> would be the first step in every relationship. You cannot share
anything that you don’t have.</span></div>
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-indent: -0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-indent: -0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span>I learned that <b><i>smile is the best outfit</i></b>
one can have. Don’t ever forget to wear it in public because you don’t know who
falls for it or others use it as their strength. </span></div>
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-indent: -0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></div>
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-indent: -0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span>I learned that <b><i>life is a cycle</i></b>. You are
part of life’s chain system. Don’t be a reason of someone else’s sadness. Learn
to say “Sorry” in whatever circumstance it is. It is always better to forgive
others and forgiving yourself as well.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-indent: -0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span>I learned <b><i>that falling in love should always take time</i></b>
and it should also be part of the Father’s plan. Because love is gift that we
should never rush. It will sometimes bear a lot of pain, struggles and hoping
but rest assured that in God’s perfect way, He will let me meet my prince
charming, my right one in His most admirable way. Because being single is not
bad after all. Patience is virtue. The beauty of waiting is all worth it. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></div>
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-indent: -0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span>I learned that <b><i>humans are born inconsistent</i></b>.
Not knowing things that may hurt other people. Its really a human nature. So in
short, don’t expect too much. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-indent: -0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span>I learned that <b><i>our lives</i></b> <b><i>should
be driven with passion, purpose and praise</i></b>. Its not hard to find
happiness if you know how to find and fight for it. But there are a lot of
pre-cautions before grabbing that happiness. So just be careful what we wish
for.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></div>
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-indent: -0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span>I learned that <b><i>we should always exert effort on
making our loved ones happy in whatever circumstance it is</i></b>. It’s our
major accountability and responsibility in this life. </span></div>
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-indent: -0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-indent: -0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span>I learned that <b><i>acceptance is the key to every
heartaches</i></b>. Moving on is crucial but it’s the best part.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></div>
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-indent: -0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span>I learned that being emo is as bad as it is. It
will just make you helpless sadness after sadness. <b><i>Life is fun if we just find out
how.</i></b></span></div>
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-indent: -0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-indent: -0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span>I learned that we always need to ask <b><i>Serenity
to accept the things we can’t change, Courage to change the things we can and
Wisdom to know the difference</i></b>, in this life would stay at peace.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">I learned that <b><i>patience is a virtue</i></b>.
Nothing beats the beauty of waiting and giving it to you in the most special
moment.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-indent: -0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span>I learned that we should always <b><i>pursue
our heart’s desires</i></b>. No matter what circumstance it is. </span></div>
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yanskilovehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18012713700390321356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8409755301287464369.post-1213539768892348012014-07-27T21:55:00.000-07:002014-07-27T21:55:10.579-07:00That heartbeat matters.Goodmorning world,<br />
Goodmorning to the kid with no work.<br />
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Ughhh. I'm a bit no direction as I started this new journey 2 months ago. While silently listening to this module called "How to Invite" merely about network marketing strategies. I'm in the middle of conversing to myself of how getting things done my own hard way, NO! my own easier way please?<br />
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Last weekend was not that blast. Initial meetings done. Mass service checked. Walang super service na papagurin ka maghapon. Wala pa dahil lahat yun paparating pa lang. Rest yourself my child, yun ang sabi ni Lord. You are burnt-out of the things that worried you too much these past couple of months now. You need to recover from things that's hurting you. You need to revive the passion again. You need to see again the princess that I always loved in you. You need to show them that I have this great kid, no, I would like to call it my Lady. You need again to surrender you beliefs in me so that I may be able to pour greater and bigger blessings. You need to regain your energy so that I may use you to many missions that I may leading you. You need to strengthen yourself more for I will sending you to any places you never imagined. You need to restart so I would be able to use you to different exciting missions not just for Central 1 but to activities you never imagined you will be part of. Fine, Lord. Let me just restart my goals again. Construct my dreams once more. I know naman na You will not let me in this agony forever.<br />
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As I sit in this table in front of the computer and sill listening to this audio training Elaine has told me to listen to, and replying o fb messages, I felt na ambilis nga talaga ng oras. Kulang nga ata ang 24 hours in a day.yanskilovehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18012713700390321356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8409755301287464369.post-3214373146894965542014-03-01T23:08:00.000-08:002015-10-22T19:36:10.847-07:00Grateful me :)<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: #37404e; line-height: 18px;">I am definitely one of the hundred YFC before na nattakot mag-Crossover to SFC. Part of it is yung malaking takot na baka di matapatan ng SFC ang YFC experiences ko. But the Great God prove me I'm wrong with my idea. When I cross to SFC, it was again another life changing decision. I bought myself back to service which I long for quite sometime before ako mag-SFC. I became an SFC during the time t</span><span class="text_exposed_show" style="color: #37404e; display: inline; line-height: 18px;">hat I was journeying again to find everything.<br /><br />Thanks to <a data-hovercard="/ajax/hovercard/user.php?id=1253985684&extragetparams=%7B%22directed_target_id%22%3A0%7D" href="https://www.facebook.com/engr.elaineramos108823" style="color: #3b5998; cursor: pointer; text-decoration: none;">Elaine</a> (nagkabangaan lang kami yata nun sa my Paciano chapel) who invited me to CLP. To my dearest team leads <a data-hovercard="/ajax/hovercard/user.php?id=1045770283&extragetparams=%7B%22directed_target_id%22%3A0%7D" href="https://www.facebook.com/jrparsaligan" style="color: #3b5998; cursor: pointer; text-decoration: none;">Pepz</a> and Ate <a data-hovercard="/ajax/hovercard/user.php?id=100001325474937&extragetparams=%7B%22directed_target_id%22%3A0%7D" href="https://www.facebook.com/aprilrose.manalo.5" style="color: #3b5998; cursor: pointer; text-decoration: none;">April</a>. To my faci ate <a data-hovercard="/ajax/hovercard/user.php?id=1578134772&extragetparams=%7B%22directed_target_id%22%3A0%7D" href="https://www.facebook.com/ftapdasan" style="color: #3b5998; cursor: pointer; text-decoration: none;">Fritze</a>. At kay Kuya <a data-hovercard="/ajax/hovercard/user.php?id=745877776&extragetparams=%7B%22directed_target_id%22%3A0%7D" href="https://www.facebook.com/dennis.manay" style="color: #3b5998; cursor: pointer; text-decoration: none;">Dennis</a>. To all the service team that time, Kuya <a data-hovercard="/ajax/hovercard/user.php?id=100002129880260&extragetparams=%7B%22directed_target_id%22%3A0%7D" href="https://www.facebook.com/armand.medrana" style="color: #3b5998; cursor: pointer; text-decoration: none;">Armand</a> Kuya <a data-hovercard="/ajax/hovercard/user.php?id=100001099470106&extragetparams=%7B%22directed_target_id%22%3A0%7D" href="https://www.facebook.com/Robokitz" style="color: #3b5998; cursor: pointer; text-decoration: none;">Kitz</a>at Mareng <a data-hovercard="/ajax/hovercard/user.php?id=1787266379&extragetparams=%7B%22directed_target_id%22%3A0%7D" href="https://www.facebook.com/che.noveloso" style="color: #3b5998; cursor: pointer; text-decoration: none;">Cheanne</a>, <a data-hovercard="/ajax/hovercard/user.php?id=1263724124&extragetparams=%7B%22directed_target_id%22%3A0%7D" href="https://www.facebook.com/easterkleene" style="color: #3b5998; cursor: pointer; text-decoration: none;">KLang</a>, <a data-hovercard="/ajax/hovercard/user.php?id=100001187908073&extragetparams=%7B%22directed_target_id%22%3A0%7D" href="https://www.facebook.com/i.am.harUi" style="color: #3b5998; cursor: pointer; text-decoration: none;">Michelle</a>, Ate Ellen at Ramona. Thank you! Kahit na hindi pa 100% ang heart ko joining SFC that time. But then y<span style="background-color: white;"><span></span></span>ou all proved me that taking SFC as another leap to my service life is another path with the Father.<br /><br />SFC taught me how to take life seriously with fun. I had my 2nd family. Great sets of friends and titaos and titas. Pretty sisses and poging brothers.<br /><br />And sharing it to my fellow YFC who also had the guts of also taking the another leap to cross to SFC.<br /><br />My besties Lyka and Ardyey.<br />My little sibs Noem, Pi, Anton, Daryl, <a data-hovercard="/ajax/hovercard/user.php?id=100001656912703&extragetparams=%7B%22directed_target_id%22%3A0%7D" href="https://www.facebook.com/salvadoretchut" style="color: #3b5998; cursor: pointer; text-decoration: none;">Etchut</a>, Meecko, Drofelc, Arturo, Ebbe, Nelle, Jay at si Bebe Miles who I also shared the same fun experiences with the Lord during YFC. And not just me but madami na talaga tayong ngpupursue ng Crossover mission.<br /><br />I will always be grateful to be part of this growing communtiy especially my SFC Central 1 Family. Truly that the Lord uses us again and again and again for us to share His word to the world again and again. His greatness will always shine sa bawat isa sa tin. Let's keep the faith shining for others to be able to see Him through us. Indeed I am always blessed for I was able to blessed other through my own litliest ways.<br /><br />I am Yan Abarra,<br />Proud SFC Central 1</span></span></span></span>yanskilovehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18012713700390321356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8409755301287464369.post-23844716481851577052013-12-30T00:04:00.003-08:002013-12-30T00:04:47.694-08:00ThrowbackYesterday was a big blast. A big throwback day indeed. Before, I am just one of the spectators. Listening to the speaker, active player and not to mention stolen moves here and there. 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I am always YFC. YFC by heart.<br />
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I know i am not able to turn back those precious memories. But truly with those kind of activities, I always be thankful for what happen to me for the past 14years of service to the Lord. He blessed me with a passionate heart, reliable friends and nth power blessings.yanskilovehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18012713700390321356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8409755301287464369.post-28816791452794472332013-09-28T19:33:00.000-07:002013-09-28T19:33:29.731-07:00UnusualitiesI wake up early,<br />
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I prepare for great things ahead.<br />
I walk through the never ending road of frailties.yanskilovehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18012713700390321356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8409755301287464369.post-63373902546713409382013-04-06T04:42:00.002-07:002013-04-06T04:42:53.705-07:00Pointing Up.<blockquote class="tr_bq">
Yesterday, As I attended Liveloud 2013, I realized mere things that was beyond of the present. I may be late sa Liveloud concert, but He showed me hundreds of reason why I need to go there and pursue even if the traffic's getting me insane. The start of my day was just as fine as an old hazy day. Nothing's special until I got the news from my Operations Manager that they are already giving back my Sunday off. <i><b>Praise God to that!</b></i>. And that maybe one of the 1st exciting news i heard that day (not for anyone who's reading my so called blog). As my working hours come to an end, I was pretty super excited na for I will be traveling ALONE from Sta. Rosa to Marikina Sports complex. It was a thrilling experience for I don't know the exact location of the venue. No idea at all. But pretty challenging. As Cubao proper comes closer, I asked the man beside me (which I forgot to ask his name) for the easiest way to Marikina sports Complex. I was fortunate for I know the man was kind enough for he showed me the perfect way to the venue. That was really a Jesus experience! I just came in the concert very safe and excited to worship whole heartedly to the Lord.<b><i> Father, thank you for always giving me the opportunity to explore more of my capabilities and showing me the right person to ask for the directions. Lord, I may be struggling again today but I know You will be one who will provide my needs and definitely my heart's desires. </i></b></blockquote>
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When I attended the ICON in Bohol. He again showed me the majestic creation a child could ever dreamed of. It seemed like a deeper familiar voice was talking to me in a way a child to her father. I asked "<b><i>Father, Will You reveal Your plans for me this yea</i>r</b>?" The voice said' <b>"</b><i><b>Daughter, Let Me reveal my plans slowly so you will be able to grasp and understand everything i made in My most perfect time and moment</b>.</i>" That time, my hands got clenched. Shivering from vast cold ambiance i felt surrounding me. Then I heard them singing, " <i>No longer I, but Christ in me.. My heart desires His majesty.</i>" I'm down in my knees, praying in a sense that a child wanted to go right next to His father. That moment, I realize that things wasn't be easy at all. I said, "Lord, let me be Your soldier. Let me handle things that You want me to handle. Let me explore more of what can a child like me can do more to make her Father happy. Let me be Your Faithful servant. Let me pursue my heart's desires." Then the voice was starting to giggle, seems like I throw a big thought to make Him giggle like that. It was a prayer full of convictions though hesitations occur in the midst of it.</blockquote>
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When we opened the 1st season of CLP for 2012, I was pretty the most excited one. Not to mention the times I really prayed and talked to Him a lot just to help me touched the people that I wanted to crossover to SFC. But I think it really pays off after couple of months. I also decided to pursue the Crossover missions. He said, "<b> <i>You will not work alone anymore my dear princess for you will be able to work with them again and you will all have the same vision for SFC especially in Central 1</i>.</b>" And that was one of the biggest surprise ever for that previous year. Best buds like RJ and Janine also cross that bridge. Thank you Lord for always not failing me to make things happen in due expected time. That CLP also triggers me to do and exploring things more. I'm not alone anymore! Challenge re-accepted. Pretty much excited. </blockquote>
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Father God, as always was a God full of surprises. He never fail to work out every moment just to make me smile. He makes things perfect with His perfect moves. And series of fun-filled activities was revealed throughout the year. He talked to me several times and I listened keenly. Though sometimes, i doubt but still i believe inspite of the things that may hinder me to come closer to my Father, to my King. I was blessed to have Him made me realize that things will always going out to be great. I was blessed for I know His plans was the best. </blockquote>
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From SFC Heat to YFC Provincial Conference to SFC Anniversary night to YFC Regional Conference to Mall Evangelization and different households and chapter gatherings and so-called kamustahan sessions. I really bet that I have the best of everything in my life. That Thank you was not enough word to express my deepest gratitude to help me feel the fulfillment I currently feel. Some people may not achieve these accomplishments but I'm happy that I did. Truly, this year is somewhat the revelation of God's promise doesn't end to my own belief but to the extent that even the things that I hope for was slowly coming to reality. Last night was a re-confirmation that He will still allow me to do what my heart desires. When mom and sib, Bhea asked what I really wanted to do. I burstly told them.. I wanted to finish my studies, I wanted to be a Full Time Pastoral worker for the community. But, hello Yan-yan. <i><b>To the fact that it wasn't the easiest escape at all nor the highest paid-job in the world but most likely it would be the most fulfilling job I know since then.</b></i> Its 2013, Yes i know. I'm still faithful with my prayers because He is faithful to me. I know that last night was a big sign that I can pursue this dream job anytime. But the reality, I'm not a selfish. I want to finish first prioritizing the need of my family. I am still eager to say 'Yes' to His call. Let us see. Long to go for 2013. Let us be a blessing to each person we encounter so that we are also blessed. Keep our faith shine throughout the year! Bring it on! :)))</blockquote>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">I enjoyed the rain as it falls down from up above. <b style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">1st rainfall for the 1st day of the month of May 2012.</b> Whew. Umulan din after the long days of hotness. A nostalgic feeling come to me as i watched it falls. It was a relief from the irritating scorching heat of the sun. The past weekend was really amazing and He just showered me with the blessings that weekend. SFC Heat 7-FIRED-UP.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">He just properly placed those blessings for me to be able to appreciate them more. For me to be able to know that <b style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">‘There is really more to this life</b>’ than my worries, fears, bitterness, anxieties and my so-called insecurities. Kahit pagod na katawan from sleeping sa tent at untiring praktice ng dance min that week, Kahit nasunog ulit ako sa pagbabad sa gitna na araw. Kahit maligaw sa Amazing Race game, Kahit hindi kme ang champion sa lahat ng game, Kahit nakiki-Camera lang, Kahit nasugatan na ang paa ko, Kahit wala pang masyadong tulog, Kahit di ako nakapagdala ng bigas, Kahit di ko makita ung t-shirt, Kahit nagkamali ng konti sa steps, Kahit amoy usok na sa talk, Kahit Mag-high tide na shore. <b style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">Lord, para sa’yo FIRED-UP AKO MAG-SERVE SYO!</b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Then just a while ago. Few minutes lang tlaga while im typing this so-called blog? Haha. I realize something na parang i don’t know why it keeps on repeating in my head. Maybe a sort of that nostalgic momentum from the rain. ( I just really love the rain) Bigla akong ngtxt.<b style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> ’Lord, I really want to fall inlove again’</b> pero wala pa nmn ikaw bnbgay. Is it a sign that my heart already moved on from the past hurtings it undergone? A week before din when I asked my friend Jen dat same statement. Lord, Im ready na po. With full of conviction. Pero wala talaga,as in wala. Im happy lang na okay na pla tlaga ako. Okay na yung puso ko. Para pag may dumating na, I know I can love him whole-heartedly. (NAKS) I know nmn na im super ready na,pero hinay-hinay na lng ulit si ako. </span></span></div>
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yanskilovehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18012713700390321356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8409755301287464369.post-13275392400466668422012-11-26T17:46:00.001-08:002012-11-26T17:46:22.618-08:00Tsinelas101<blockquote class="tr_bq">
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I admit noon, fan talaga ako ng sapatos mapa-Chucks at Vans lalo. Pero magbabago at magbabago pala talaga ang pananaw natin sa buhay parang pagbabago lang ng mga priorities natin pati mga nais natin gamitin at makuha. Tsinelas na siguro ang sumasalamin sa personalidad ko ngayon di ko alam bakit yon. Pero makailang beses na rin ako napagalitan ng kung sino-sino dahil sa pagsusuot ko nito sa maling lugar at okasyon. Nakaktuwa diba. Di ko tlga ,aiwasang di magpalit nito kahit nasa bonggang party na ko. Naks!<b><i> Out-going, laid-back, chill lang.</i></b> Sakto sa lahat. Tsinelas na ata ang gamit ko sa bawat paglalakbay ko ngayon kung di man, sigurado akong may baon ako sa bag ko, although may magsasabi na mahihirapan kang gamitin yan pag medyo malubak ang daang dadaanan mo o di kaya'y mabato. Tipong bibiguin ka rin nito. Siguro, sa paglalakbay kong ito, isa lamang akong tsinelas pa. Pero sa pagiging tsinelas ko, hindi rin ito ang batayan sa pagkatao ko. Mayaman man o mahirap pwede magsuot nito. Pag nakasuot ka nito, mas napapanatili ang kababaang-loob at pagiging simple ng sarili. Walang kaartehang taglay. Haha. Di ko rin alam kung bakit ito nag sinusulat ko sa ngayon. Wala rin siguro ako maisip na iba. Dahil ang aking tsinelas, may tatak man o wala, bago man o luma, makulay man o hindi. Isusuot ko ito sa paglalakbay ko sa misyon kong ito. :)) At ang tsinelas kong ito, san man makarating, tiyak may bagong adventure na susuungin. Nahihirapan man akong dumaan sa mabato at malubak na daan, ang alam ko sing-tibay naman ng loob ko ang tsinelas na meron ako sa ngayon. Kahit sa simpleng tig-50 pesos ay masya na ang batang minsa'y naghahangad at pinangarap ang tsinelas na meron ang iba. Pero ang tsinelas ko ang pinaka maswerte, dahil kasama nito sa paglalakbay si Papa God :) ♥</div>
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Sabi nila, may mga bagay na para sa'yo at may mga bagay na hindi para sa'yo. Pero para sa kin, may mga bagay na pwedeng ipilit ilaan para sa sarili kung alam mong dapat sana'y para sa'yo ito. (Naks!) Tyaga, tamang panahon, pasensya matatag na puso at si Kristo ang mga kakailanganin mo para dito. Survival of the fittest ika nga nila. Patatagan ang labanan. Yun ang uso sa ngayon. <b><i>Dahil may mga hamon ang buhay na sadyang nakalaan lamang para sa'yo. at walang ibang pwedeng maka-full fill kundi ikaw lang. Kanya kanya tayong papel sa buhay. Matira matibay. </i></b></blockquote>
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Di nga talaga matandaan ang saktong lugar, araw, panahon at pagkakataon kung kailan ko nasabi sa sarili ko ito na ang gusto kong daan na tahakin. Naalala ko lang nung bata ako, sa tuwing tatanungin ako ng kung sino man ang crush ko, ang isasagot ko agad. "Wala po.. Magmamadre po ako.." Pero sa pagkakataong ito, iba na pala ang pinag-uusapan. Nakataya ang buhay, prinsipyo at pananaw mo. Maraming beses kang susubukan. Maraming beses kang madadapa at sadyangf mararamdaman mo na lng na ang sakit pala. Minsan di mo pansin ang laki na pala ng sugat at malalim pa ang masaklap don. Ang salitang Full-Time Pastoral Worker ay ang mga salitang paulit-ulit umuulit sa damdamin ko hanggang sa tenga papuntang utak. Parang LSS ang dating. Lumalakas kada isang dasal. Tumitindi sa bawat worship at sa bawat mga taong nakakasalamuha mo. At lalo na kung makikita mo ang misyon mo ay yung mga taong nakapaligid sa'yo. </blockquote>
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Pangarap ko pa rin naman ang maging Full Time Pastoral Worker ni Kristo. Hindi man sa YFC, kahit saan mo ako dalhin, papayag ako. Di ko nga alam kung anong transformation ang naganap sa kin habang dumadaan ang mga taon. Isang uso lang to dati hanggang sa ito na rin pala yung ginugusto talaga ng puso ko sa ngayon. I know i can still be a missionary in my own littliest ways. Patuloy ko itong tutuparin. Pilit ko paring ihahanda tong pusong ilang beses ng sumubok, pumalpak, nadapa, bumabangon at patuloy na lumalaban para Sa'yo. Kanya-kanyang tamang panahon lang yan. Kung kailan, Ikaw na po makakapagsabi.<b><i> Salamat po at patuloy nyo lang pinatatag tong pusong minsan ng nagduda, nagalit at nagtampo. Pero sa kabila ng lahat patuloy mo pa rin po akong minamahal. Kaya handa po ako sa anumang planong gusto mong gawin sa buhay ko. Tulungan mo po ako na maging plano ko rin yung mga plano mo po sa akin, Ama. </i></b></blockquote>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"> <span style="font-size: small;">Saglit. Nag-iisip ng kwento sa utak ko. Di ko pa makumpleto ang bawat salitang nais bigkasin na aking bibig. Samantalang nag-iisip nag-tweet muna ako. Then napansin ko ang oras ng pabilis ng pabilis. Bukas papunta nga pala ako sa Victoria, Laguna for a session sa CLP.<i> <b>Misyon ko nga to talaga. Fullfilling ang pakiramdam sa ganitong pagkakataong ngseserve ako Sa'yo</b></i><b>. </b>Sadya nga bang hindi mahirap mahalin ang trabahong kokonti lang ang sadyang tumatanggap. Isang bagay na ang tagal-tagal ko ng hinihintay na ibigay sa kin ng pagkakataon. Pero sadyang hindi pa ata ito nakalaan para sa kin. Baka hindi pa handa ang puso ko sa mga labang haharapin pagnakataon. Baka nga inihahanda mo pa ako.</span></span></blockquote>
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<span style="font-size: small;"> May mga taong alam na nila ang misyon nila sa buhay. Alam na nila kung ano sila pagdating ng panahon. Sa katulad kong di pa tapos ayusin ang sariling buhay, anong naghihintay na kapalaran? Noon di ko naman ninais na maging misyonero. <i><b>Isang nakakatamad at boring na gawaing nakita ko sa buong buhay ko noon. Isang batang walang alam sa takbo ng realidad ang papel ko noon sa lipunan.</b></i> Isang batang namumuhay sa maayos at saktong buhay na ang alam nya maayos naman ang lahat. Ngunit, isang pagkakataon rin lang pala ang babago ng mga pananaw na alam ko noon. Isang pangyayaring bumago sa takbo ng noo'y okay na buhay sa mata ng lahat at sa mata ko.</span></blockquote>
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<span style="font-size: small;"> Isa ako sa libong kabataang sumabak sa tinawag nilang Youth Camp. 350 pesos ang registration. Annngggg maaahhhaaalll nnnnaaaman nyan! yun ang sinabi ko sa mommy at daddy ko noon. Ano ba yang pinapasabak nyo sa kin? Alive, alive? Pero sige. Dahil ayaw ko madisappoint sila. Pumanta ako. Kasama ko mga pinsan ko. Naghahanap ako ng cute noon. Sa katulad kong 13 years old crush ang habol ko noon. </span></blockquote>
<span style="font-size: small;"> " Neng, tatlong araw ka doon sa Paciano Elementary School.. " </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"> Di ako sanay sumama sa mga ganong trip. Ano bang gagawin ko doon? Pero sige. Sabay sa agos lang ng sinabi nila. Di ko naintindihan yung mga sinabi ng bawat talks. Pero ang natatandaan ko, may nagbasag ng platito. Yun yung unang pagkakataong may nakita akong taong emosyonal sa harap ko. Bigla akong nagising. Biglang ako napabalik sa kung anong nangyayari noong mga oras na yon. Isang Youth Camp na sinundan pa ng napakadaming camp. Regional, International.. Sama ako. Syempre sabi ulit ng parents ko eh. <b><i>Pero sa bawat talks, bawat taong ngsasalita sa harap. Sa bawat Youth Camp, sa bawat simpleng pag-seservice team, sa bawat prayer at worship na napupntahan, tila palaging may isang lalaki akong nakikita tuwing pumipikit ako. Isang lalaking di ko maaninag sa twing nagdadasal. </i></b> </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><i style="font-weight: bold;"> </i>Sa bawat taong lumilipas. Kung saan-saan na rin ako napadpad. Iba't-ibang lugar na tila tinatawag ako para mag-serve. Iba't-ibang mukhang nakakasalamuha at nakikilala at nagiging kaibigan ko. Pero sa paglipas nga naman ng panahon, ang dami ng nagbago. Isang bata na minsa'y umatend lamang ng youth camp. Isang pagkakataong bumago sa takbo ng buhay ko. Paano pala kung di ako sumama noon? Kung pinilit kong di umatend? Ganito pa rin kaya ka-fullfill ang pakiramdam? Ganito pa kaya ang pagdaraanan ko? Ganitong landas pa rin pa kaya ang tatahakin ko? </span></div>
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